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Soup for the soul
Culinary studies offers two women a taste of comfort
By BILL SPURR Features Writer
Mon. Nov 24 - 5:27 AM
Mandy Chapman, left, and Julia Bernard stand in a kitchen at the Akerley campus of the Nova Scotia Community College. The two culinary stu dents, who were both successful in a soup-making competition at last month’s Maritime Fall Fair, say cooking school is giving them a new outlook on life. (DARREN PITTMAN / Staff)
TEN YEARS of asking if you’d like fries with that didn’t sour Julia Bernard on restaurants.
But some of the people she had to deal with left a bad taste in her mouth.
"I worked in food service, counter help, sandwiches, things like that, working grill, serving customers," Bernard said of her former jobs, summing them up in one word: "unfulfilling."
"Having to deal with the general public, you get tired of it. I just wanted to be in the back."
Now a second-year culinary arts student at the Akerley campus of the Nova Scotia Community College, Bernard is "in the back," learning about food techniques, kitchen management and wine. About to turn 30, she’ll be an apprentice when she graduates.
"Once I graduate from here, there’s still miles to go in order to become a chef. With this kind of job, you’re never done learning," said Bernard, who went from Queen Elizabeth High School to a series of McJobs.
"I knew I wanted to go to school, I just didn’t anticipate doing it so late in life, but that’s just the way things work out. I’m glad I did it. When you’re 21, you don’t really have a vision of your life and what it’s going to be like, and it never works out the way you think, anyway."
With a long-term goal of being her own boss, Bernard said the first year of culinary studies was more fun than she expected, and the second year has been more work than she anticipated, much more. Even with graduation on the horizon and with a more secure future seemingly attainable, Bernard said it’s far too soon to describe herself as excited.
"I’m terrified, I’m stressed, it’s school, it’s being a student, it’s being broke," she said. "Part of the reason I’m not so excited is because of the stress level."
Bernard and first-year culinary arts student Mandy Chapman were both successful in a soup-making competition at last month’s Maritime Fall Fair, Bernard winning the contest and Chapman finishing third.
Operating at the other end of the stress-relaxation spectrum, Chapman is finding the kitchen a refuge from her former profession, front-line social work.
Now 34, Chapman started volunteering with homeless youth after graduating from Cole Harbour District High School, eventually working full time at Phoenix Centre for Youth, at Adsum House and with autistic children.
"I did it for seven years, then took a year’s leave of absence because I got burned out," she said. "I went back at it, I thought that was all the time I needed, that I could listen again, but . . . I don’t want to say I didn’t care anymore, but I wasn’t hearing people anymore and I wasn’t being an effective caregiver or helper. So I just couldn’t do it."
Chapman’s life used to include chronic headaches and bouts of depression. Now she looks forward to every day.
"I don’t have to hear people’s problems, day in and day out. (Before) you had to very empathetic about people’s problems, listen to them and try to help them come up with a game plan to solve it," she said. "Here, you get to solve problems, but it’s quick thinking, like what am I going to replace the carrots with? It’s not like trying to find a home for a person."
Chapman, who made the lunches and the holiday turkeys at Adsum House, hasn’t completely shrugged off the mantle of social work. She was immediately troubled by the amount of food wasted by students learning how to work in a commercial kitchen, and when she learned that a classmate didn’t have enough to eat at home, she met with an instructor and arranged for some food to be donated.
Overall, though, she’s excited about her new life.
"I don’t have this heaviness in my heart. I do get emotional when I think about Christmas and the shelter," she said. "They would get their stockings, with socks, a toothbrush, toothpaste . . . and they go out into the street with that. That guilt, every year I just have those memories, because one year, I’m going home to my lobster dinner, and one guy was going out to the wreath he’d hung in an abandoned car. Now I don’t have that guilt as much."
"I love making ratatouille and I love to make stew. When you slow cook meat, what it does and how it reacts, I really love it, the smell of it, and it’s very comforting. When you taste all that thick gravy and the soft meat, it’s good for your soul."